Its been awhile since i have posted anything on this. Life has got a lot better since last time!!!! I have a gf now! and we are in love. I never thought i would be able to love another again after what happened just over a year ago. My heart was broken and i never thought the scar would heal. But I realized i am strong and ive let it go. And now, finally love is apart of me once again. No matter what happens i know how to deal with it. And i know lots more now. Hopefully things will go better =) im excited to see where this will go.
And in other news about my health i am STILL recovering…. it has been a long road. but things have got a lot better. I have 2 drains in my ass. One is coming out in dec!!!! what usually takes 3 months, it has been taking 9…. and it will probably be a whole fucking year til i am 100% but i am still here. and thanks to all my friends and fam im still strong. Idk when i will be totally healthy again. But hopefully soon. Its been 8 surgeries so far… and about 2 years worth of time taken away from me of not being able to work, play baseball, do everything i want. not be able to sit normal. Not at 2 years straight. but at different times.
I am on a new drug called Remicade. it has about a 5% cancer risk, and about another 10% causing some big problem.s but ever since i have been on it, i have been feeling and healing lots better. I have had 4 treatments so far and now i go back everything 2months. This drug is supposed to make sure that nothing else comes back. I sure hope it will work, because this is pretty much the last treatment option we have. We have tried everything else. At least, i dont care if i have a flare up just if the fucking fistula comes back…. hopefully it wont.
anyway update on my life =)